It does not matter how you feel about a significant other or people in your life. What really matters is how these people make you feel. If someone makes you feel uneasy listen to that gut instict. Some people use lies, deception, and gaslighting tactics to manipulate you and make you feel you are constantly wrong. They can distort your sense of truth. Just trust yourself when you feel something is wrong. Because it is. Otherwise you would not be at a constant state of agony, fear, and self doubt.